What's next for me? (Monday, January 2, 2012 / 1:11 AM)
It's the last day of holiday!!!
And I'm ashamed to say that I haven't touch any revision nor my fyp! But I really can't stop procrastination!! I really want to revise! But...argh!
Don't have the feel you know? Like last time after business finance module, the feel to continue doing business finance is so strong, when I reached home, I get started with business finance practice questions till midnight! Where is the feeeeeel???
Anywayyyy, school is starting soon and a part of me can't wait for school to resume. Because I'm closer to graduation!!! But the other part of me is like.....meh.
Although I can't wait to graduate, I am also afraid of graduating.
What am I going to do after graduation?
Actually I don't have option a, b, c, d la. My parents....my grandparents...they all want me to continue studying. Which I will. I'm not saying they're FORCING me to continue la. I know it's for my own good. I want to continue studying too. Sometimes I just wish I'm smart.
I don't have much choices. Only private universities for me to choose. Prolly SIM? Because mum has been helping me to ask around "questions" about SIM. But I'm also kinda interested in another uni.
Recently, I went into my mum's facebook account (because she ask me to help her upload pictures -.-) and I saw her conversation with one of my relative about overseas studies. Because my relative is currently studying in Australia. And I guess my mum was thinking that if I can't get into Singapore, I can go to the university my relative is in, so there is someone to "look after" me when I'm there?
WHATTTTT???? Although I love to travel, I'm not really sure about going overseas to study man. But I think it will be a great experience for me. My relative use to be soft-spoken, but since she went to Australia to study, she became more lively. Just nice beside me is a calender with the characteristics of horoscope, and for mine, the flaws are "shy, poor communication, interpersonal problems", which I think they're VERY true. I'm a very introverted person (to new people) and I very much think I'm a VERY independent people. Maybe going over to Australia to study might make me change. I think most people usually prefer extroverted people? Not TOO overly talkative also la. But most of the time, the quietest person gets my attention :$.
And did I say that relative of mine decided not to return back to her country and stay there for good? She even bought her own LAND and building house now!! WTF!?!?!?
Hais. Why must one grow up?
If my mum has decided to apply for the overseas position in her company, she would have brought me with her and I don't need to think so much for the next 2 years! Cannot work, cannot study, I will even get paid over there. But no, she worry about my brother :(
Ok. Finished my mcd, need to brush teeth already! Twister fries without chilli taste really meh.
